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I am 20 years old ,currently working at appletelecomMusic is always a part of me. Always a year older during date09sep1989. I’m a lazy snake,always awake at night,Felt sleepy during day time.I love my two boys♥ I♥Clubbing,drinking,dancing&blogging…. Luxe.ry Black;Nature Green;Pure White;Baby Indigo Blue are all my favourite colours. :)
♥ Thursday, October 16, 2008
WHAT SHLD I DO!!! im reali stress!!! hubby you told me to find the rite guy.. i duno if i've found one.. i feel so guilty towards you!!i wanted to give myself minimum 1 yrs time but now is just 3 mths..I JUST HOPE TO HAVE SOMEONE TO CARE FOR ME!! i always thought tat im strong but now i see the vulnerable part of me!i cant handle alone!!duno wat to do now.. with our two precious will there reali be a guy to accept me?? do i realli have to find a guy tat has the same situation like me?? have kids married then divorce... cant i just be wif the person i like and have to find someone same like me...im realli worried!! mummy ask me not to have bf whose zodiac is pig,monkey and tiger.. i met a monkey recently.. im realii scared., i dun wish anyone to end up like you again!! am i not in the right position nw??shld i m0ove on or.... my feeling nw is realli complicated.. no one will understand me! i dun even knw if he's a good guy.. should i carry on or step back...i remember hubby you telling me to find the rite guy must knw wheather he reali can accept me wif two kids but how would i knw???moreover he is the only son at hm!! will he agreed not get married?? will he be able to dote my son just like his own? can he accept not to have his own children?? am i too selfish?? does he feel pathetic being wif me??even if is unfair to him even if everyone says im selfish i also dun care.. no matter wat i'll never do things tat will hurt my both precious in the future.. whatever i do i will think of them first they'll always be in piority!!sorry daniel!! even if you cant accept me in the future i'll not blame you.. but i always believe tat if a person reali love me im sure he will accept evrything and treat it as a blessing tat god gave him.hubby im sorry too!!as long as he is good i knw you'll be happy for me!!i'll never let you worry for me..i'll be good gal.. no matter wat happen in the future i'll never forget you and you'll always be the one and only beloved husband.. miss yaI started me story @ 12:26 PM
